a casual talk in pastamania...
Me : haha, *pokes and his al fungi pasta*... so, we've been together for 6 months already...
Him : *with his mouth full* yeah, it feels like its been so short only
Me : *deep sigh* yah... I never want it to end you know... hey... dominic
Him : hmm?
Me : do you think we'll be able to go beyond one year?
Him : hmm.... what do you think?
Me : yeah, and I really wish that we will be together for as long as possible... how about you?
Him : *silence*
The meal proceeded on very quietly after that....
We both knew that 6 months is tremendously long for any AJ relationship, its almost the equivalent of more then a year in any straight relationship...
I.. can't expect him to hold on to me forever... its too much for him, and too selfish for me...
but I do love him...
and despite all the forces of the world that seem to rend and tear and the very fabric of our love, I still love him...
I could say, even more then any of my past.
I tried to suppress the tears, hoping desperately for something like, "a year? I'll love you more then time itself"..... coz thats what I felt deep inside...
one year.
it has reached a point where I don't even care who is the active or passive in the relationship, even money and time...
love is fragile... isn't it?
yet, love is an element that is all enduring and encompassing...
True love, outlasts all...
I love you, Dominic...
And I have no regrets how long it will last...
Because for the moment, I have you... and every moment I spend with you is worth more then the world put together....
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